Spenders anon
I wish I was kidding, 6 months of being on the IVA and everything was going well… my salary had increased and I had adjustd my payment accordingly I had received a bonus at work and 50% had gone to my IP… . But i was still ending up with £10 to last 2 weeks, no food in the cupboards and no petrol in the car…. trust me my budget is fine ! the problem was me… the tiny allowance i had set out for me.. i would just spend on useless crap to fill a void … a handbag to make me smile for a day ….honestly! I am a disastor with money. Its weird to admit but you know that deep down stomach churnng sickness you used to feel when you are not sure how you were going to pay a bill/ trying to figure out ways to move credit from one card to the next. That “panic” feeling i think i was addicted to that feeling. Feeling on the edge!
I have searched everywhere for help… but i cant find anything.. maybe this is a symptom of modern life….?  The only thing that has pulled me though is reading this forum and others, and confinidng in my best mate…
Maybe they should have Spenders Anon … I would defo go
